The universe loves you but if you do not love yourself there is nothing that can happen. You must be willing to put yourself out there. Be vulnerable with the world. The universe is an abundant place and everyone can have everything they want if they are willing to earn it.
You are your own source of happiness. Stop looking for reasons outside yourself to make you happy. Stop waiting for something to happen to make you happy.
No matter the conditions of your life it is about the decisions you make that will have the biggest impact on your life.