No one is going to tell you what you want. You have to figure this out yourself. You must decide on where you want to live, what kind of job you want, the people you develop relationships with, how to take care of your body.
If you do not decide this then you will not know how to make decisions. There must be a destination or else you will end up going down random paths. You may end up with a good happy life or you may not.
If you fail to plan, you are planning to fail!Benjamin Franklin