Your life and goals are like a giant ship. It takes a lot of energy and effort to get it moving especially if its currently going in the wrong direction. The first goal is to just start there is no wrong decisions. Just like a car it is easier to turn while moving. Develop good habits to keep it moving and then you can steer the ship as you go. Take bigger and bigger actions as your going and build more and more momentum. Do whatever it takes to keep going. Challenge yourself and believe you can reach your destination.